Cool down I have had a hard time finishing this story simply because it hit me so hard.
I am not a teenager anymore but this sure sent me back in time. It is exactly the way you feel, everything is possible not worrying about the consequences but just mad enough to do it. You do tell yourself the story without realizing that you are deciding it as you go. A lot is packed in the last episode and it is perfect. My father died without notice and it changed my life instantly. As a son you do not realize how important he is until he is not there anymore. That sends you on a trip most people do not understand and it takes time to come back. If your feelings are so strong and yet so sensible you are strange for all the other normals that simply do not let themselves be who they are. People should be loved as people not as women and men, it would be easier. So we do end up being in a hard shell and seem impenetrable but if someone has the key to pass the barrier he discovers a different dimension. I have done this with my kids, I have not hidden a thing. It is easier to forgive for them knowing what is important. My daughter has been curious about Euphoria and we will see it together soon. Sam Levinson has made a masterpiece with the right help.