With the fifth and final season of Stranger Things in the bag, Millie Bobby Brown is bidding farewell to the role of a lifetime.

After the Netflix show’s production wrapped this week, the 2x Emmy nominee shared a video of her emotionally heartfelt goodbye to her fellow cast and crew, more than eight years after the Duffer Brothers series premiered.

“Isn’t graduation is supposed to bring relief, like you’re glad to leave behind the teachers and classmates? Not me,” said Brown through tears. “I am nowhere near ready to leave you guys. I love each and every one of you, and I’ll forever carry the memories and bonds we’ve created together as a family. I love you. Thank you.”

She shared the video with a series of behind-the-scenes throwback photos from her five-season run. “With love, El,” Brown wrote in the caption, a nod to her character Eleven.