29 January 2019 | ivanpreuss
Nanami is in her room. Picking up the phone. Holding back. Holding back just out of fear.
"I know that feeling.", I say to myself.
And then I start imagining what she's probably saying to herself at that moment.
"What if I'm a burden? A nobody to her." I know that feeling. "Do I... actually... deserve her?"
Nanami never said this. But I'm pretty sure she thought about it.
At that moment, sitting in front of my computer, I wish she was real. If I could speak to her. If I could hug her, I'd calmly say:
"If you're lost, drown into each other's eyes."