Abi Titmuss has claimed that her glamour model career made her lose self-respect. Ex-nhs nurse Titmuss, who is now forging a career as an actress, admitted that her stint as a model left her feeling low and resorting to partying and drinking to boost her morale. The former lover of TV presenter John Leslie told the Radio Times: "I clawed my way out of the hole I'd dug myself, but I know I wouldn't be sitting here were it not for all that. It did give me financial security, but it came at a great emotional cost. "My self-esteem got so low, because I wasn't happy with what I was doing, that the only thing that would make me feel better (more)...