Motivated by emotional turmoil and day-job related exhaustion, the filmmaker creates a video letter to his Experimental Video class with hopes to help exorcise personal demons. Recording on used tapes and utilizing current illness, this semi-autobiographical film metaphorically structures a visual collage of the filmmaker's wants, desires and lamentations, strongly hinting of his retreat (or is it escape?) from urban chaos and his complete submission to creative freedom, leading to his resignation from corporate and government-related jobs in 2007.