Misha Collins: Castiel

A Little Slice of Kevin

Castiel

Castiel: Everything isn't your responsibility. Getting me out of Purgatory wasn't your responsibility...
Dean Winchester: You *didn't* get out. So, whose fault was it?
Castiel: It's not about fault. It's about will. Dean, do you really not remember?
Dean Winchester: I lived it, Cas. Kay? I *know* what happened.
Castiel: No. No, you think you know. You remembered it the way you needed to.
Dean Winchester: Look, I don't need to feel like Hell for failing you. Okay? For failing you like I failed every other God forsaken thing that I care about! I don't need it!
Castiel: Dean. Just look at it. *Really* look at it.
[He touches Dean's forehead. Dean remembers climbing through the portal and grabbing Cas' hand. But, he now remembers that he didn't let Cas fall but that Cas pulled away]
Castiel: See, it wasn't that I was weak. I was stronger than you. I pulled away. Nothing you could have done would have saved me because I didn't want to be saved.
Dean Winchester: [In disbelief] What the Hell you talkin' about?
Castiel: It's where I belonged. I needed to do penance. After the things I did on Earth and in Heaven, I didn't deserve to be out. And I saw that clearly when I was there. I... I planned to stay all along. I just didn't know how to tell you. You can't save everyone, my friend. You try.
Sam Winchester: [Walking up] Everything okay?
Castiel: Yes. Just setting a few things straight.

Dean Winchester: What the Hell happened? Back there. Purgatory. I told you I would get you out. We were there! It's like you just gave up. It's like you didn't believe we could do it. I mean, you kept saying that you didn't think it would work. Did you not trust me?
Castiel: Dean...
Dean Winchester: I did everything I could to get you out! Everything.
[pause]
Dean Winchester: I did *not* leave you.
Castiel: So you think this was your fault?

Castiel: [Dean, Castiel and Benny are searching for the portal out of Purgatory] Maybe you were lied to. Maybe there is no seam.
Benny: I lie, I don't get lied to.
[pause]
Benny: Are you guys all about faith?
Castiel: Not particularly.
Benny: [the three look up suddenly and see the portal pulsing and opening]
[Smiles]
Benny: Oh ye of friggin' little faith.
Dean Winchester: What the hell...?
Castiel: [to Dean] There it is. It's reacting to you.
Dean Winchester: [Looks over at Benny, who nods in recognition of their agreement] All right, you ready? Just like we talked about.
[Rolls up sleeve and forms a cut in his forearm]
Benny: Lotta trust in ya, brother.
Dean Winchester: You earned it.
[Grabs Benny's arm and forms a cut]
Benny: [Linking arms with Dean] I'll see you on the other side.
Dean Winchester: Conjuncti Sumus, Unum Sumus.